Decision making

Western Australia Universities Foundation Program results are out!
It was suppose to be on 10th but who knows why it came out on 9th..
i did check it a few days before..
but on the it wrote "Results will be on the 10th December"
Yesterday afternoon, the moment msn got logged in..
li wei and oliver msg me telling me that result were out..
at that moment, i was stunt and excited...
cos i was waiting for my results...
Good or bad, i still have to accept it,right?
I confess that i didnt study hard for my final exam
cos an idoit broke my heart,couldnt eat,couldnt concentrate,cry myself to sleep everynight
due to the terrible connection at home...
i took quite a long to load a page...
at least 5 minutes to open single page...
and well, there was quite a few pages to open before i get to see my results..
for example..need to activate that account by changing password..
it was the time to face the truth...
cover the screen wf my hands while it loads..
heart beating faster and faster...
hands starting to shake..
finally, finish loading..
results are good, i can say...
will the help of the scaling of coz...
my final wasnt really good, i suppose..
though, i am very disappointed in my human bio paper..
i had hell lot of confident when i finish the paper..
but i didnt do that well..
lowest of the 5 subjects...even elacs was better...
-cold sweat-

results are out..so wat now,right?
yes,i got pass the minimum CPS to get in for bachelor of science...
am i making the wrong choice i wonder?
everybody keep telling me that pharmacy is better..
There is a lack of pharmacists..(that's true)
But i don wanna my life to be all about medicine..
scientific names of medicine?
How can i remember? and i m pretty bad at spelling..
haiz..
If i do bachelor of science, wat should i major in?
cell pysiology?biochemistry? genetics? pathology? immunology?
will i get a job after i graduate?
where will i work? in hospitals? doing research?
well, theres is lots to think about?
should i do wat i lik to do and in the end face the consequences of no finding a job?
or to do wat i m not interested to do and to guarantee with a job and high pay?
who says growing up is fun?
growing up comes wf hell lots of responsibilities and decision making..
decision that will determine ur future, ur life..

i lik bio a lot..but don always do well..don ask me why..
i can study bio for 2 weeks and chemistry for a week..
i still score better in chemistry den biology..
any suggestion of course that i will be interested in and i will still get a job when i graduate?hehe

lik wat brenda said, i don wanna wake up every morning, dragging myself to a job i dislike and always looking forward to going home...

anyway, Congrats to all WAUFP students who got wat they want..
i m sure ur efforts will show through ur results=)
take care and enjoys ur holidays before uni starts!
miss all of u lots lots=*
and welcome to the next phase of our lives...
University!=)