Thank You:)

Thank You, God for helping me in my mircobiology practical exam :)
I m done and please with it :) Happy-Happy-Happy!

Pls Pray

Hey guys, my grandaunty has not been feeling very well for the past few weeks. She has totally lost her appetite and now they are feeding her with a thru the nose. The doctors has also tried giving her glucose drip but nothing seems to work right now. But she is already 91 yrs old so all of these problem might be just due to old age.

She was like a grandma to me. She took care of me since young, i can remember sleeping over at her place during the holidays.Waking up early in the morning just to go the market with her, then she prepare breakfast for me. After breakfast,i will watched her prepare all kinda of different kuihs. After lunch, we will take a nap together. After dinner,we will watch tv together and drink a cup of milo before we go to bed. Life was just simple and happy:)

But do pray for her salvation and  healing if it's God will.

I m really scare because she is very close to me and i really dun wanna loose her at the same time i know that she cant stay here on earth forever. God has His own timing and she will have leave this earth one day. I'll just have to trust God that everything will be alright :)

Sticky Date Pudding with Butterscotch Sauce

Sticky Date Pudding

180g dates, pitted and roughly chopped

1¼ cups water
½ tsp bicarbonate of soda
¾ cup firmly packed brown sugar
60g butter, softened chopped
2 eggs
1 cup self-raising flour

Method:
1. Preheat oven 180˚C
2. Place dates and water in a saucepan and bring to the boil over a high heat. Remove from the heat. Add  bicarbonate of soda, stir until dates start to break down, set aside to cool, stirring occasionally.
3. Beat butter and sugar, gradually add eggs one at a time, until light and fluffy.
4. Add date mixture,stir to combine, carefully fold in flour.
5. Place mould in baking tray and fill water in baking trar until it covers 1/3 of the mould.
6. Bake in oven for 40 minutes.

Butterscotch sauce
50g butter
1 cup (220g) brown sugar
1 cup (250ml) cream
1 tsp vanilla extract

Method:
Place all ingredient in a saucepan over low heat. Once dissolve, bring it to boil until sauce become creamy.


Original recipe taken from here

Waiting

Waiting is just not my thing. I feel so helpless while i wait. Argh!!!There is just nothing i can do. I need to keep myself occupied so that i wont be distracted by the thought. I really do. Stop thinking! Stop wondering!

It happen again

I find myself moving away from people once i get too close to them. It happen last semester and again this semester. why? :(

studying is fun! (NOT)

I am trying to convince myself that its gonna be fun in the library today!

Smile

no idea why am i so happy today, but all i feel like doing right now is smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)

His heart:)

This afternoon while i was in prayer group, it suddenly made me realise why wasnt my prayer answered by God. ok, here's the story:

I have been asking God to help me 'forget' about him, so that i wont be distracted/wondering off in a dream world which does not exist. I really want to concentrate on my studies as exams are in a month's time. sob sob:'( Then i remembered as Yvette lead the openning prayer, she asked God to lay in our hearts anything that is burdening His heart. I asked myself, is this what he wants?Then I realised that i have been prayering for what i want, not what he wants. Doesnt God knows the best for us?Then why am i still praying for what i want? Mayb its becos it easier to do so? then i would know what the outcome is. It sounds scary not knowing what the future will be like. But that's having faith,isn't it? Letting go of the steering wheel that i have been grabbing on and surrendering it to God so that He can steer my life for me according to His plans. Its easier said than done. Let me encourage you to pray according to His will and not yours :)      

I will abide